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P o i s o n e d . H e a r t s

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It makes me feel funny when you say that,
Stop saying things like that please,
So I can beg you not to ever stop,
I need to hear it from you,
To know the truth you try to hide.

It's a vicious place where we dwell,
There can only exist pain in this world,
We've both been abused and stepped on,
Kicked around and shunned so much,
That now it's all we are able to believe…

I am such a stranger to myself, I don't know me,
To know one's self is to be whole again,
I've been missing half of me, my whole life,
Now you have become a part of me too,
I know you better than I know myself.

Now I am mocking myself with a plastic smile,
It's really impossible to believe you really care,
I mean, no one cares for me, not even myself,
And I know it's impossible for me to love you,
Yet somehow I still do, despite what you say.

Sometimes I think you are only,
A more uncontrollable extension of myself,
Fading away right along with my soul,
Yet somehow, you still go on,
Injured and struggling through a cruel world.

I love it when you call me yours, that is what I am,
And I'd rather feel hatred than love any day,
Because it feels familiar, it's what I'm used to,
I always screw everything up, and I am afraid,
I'll only taint you, poison you with my evil black heart…
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RhayvenNite's avatar
*Hugs* Why would I Not love you Kaline? You know I do - You know that. Why am I too good to be true? I'll mend you if I can, while you slowly mend me :3 Its NOT too good to be true, I'm truly here and will always be here.

And I think I accidentally ate icy hot cream O_O;;