I wish I could help who my heart loved...
You shove my feelings aside so easily,
Brushing them aside like they are nothing.
I won't believe in anything again,
Else I should be so easily crafted;
Made into your little doll,
Everything you want me to be...
This wasn't the way I wanted it,
But you were forced to force my hand...
A single word on a page,
Wings fluttering across a silken screen...
And I posed for them, then;
Did everything I ever could.
But now I've withdrawn completely away,
Back into my nice safe cage,
Beneath this vexan mask, so gingerly...
Wrapped within my warped little coccoon,
Shielded from the bitter cold
Sinking back into the darkness where I belong.