The Lonely Agreeable

Why must you do this to me?
Every time I get down,
I just get kicked harder
Pushed around;
Spit on that much more...

And each day
The hole in the pit
Of my heart
Grows deeper,
Stretching down forever...

Lifelike eyes
Blink like little butterfly dolls,
As the color fades...
And you sing to me,
Tainted by dismal white...

Traitorous ways
Lies and betrayal,
Shoved in my face
Every single day;
I don't want to see it anymore...

This world is the real hell,
Choking us with chaos and turmoil.
Do you hear me?
I am sick;
Staring at the world through gilded glass...

So much negativity
Forced on me at all times,
Eating it's greedy little way
Through my soul;
It's poison to me...

Little dark voices
And they whisper...
Stay away.