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BitterI can feel it as my heart is breaking,
Beating barren and feral within my chest,
Nestled so securely
Locked away within a chambered box.

Just when I needed you the most...
You are gone.

I love the way
It feels to be so used by you,
And I cannot say
Just why it is my heart is blue...

People often ask me
What it's like to live;
Well I don't know
My whole life I've just been
Dying...

With my final breath
I say your name,
Heavily and laden with guilt...

Why does it always have to be this way?
The nightmares...
They will win.

Wishing there was someone
I could hold onto,
Yet they all just slip away
Like ashen shadows
With

Letting GoAnd suddenly, I'm dancing...
Beneath their perilous gaze.

Liquid insanity
Purging within your eyes,
As I dance
And it trickles
Up and down your spine.

Sweet carnal bliss,
Such a romantic freedom...
But I am afraid,
You see...

Minds are fragile,
Frail tepid butterfly wings
Tattered and torn
From beautiful scorn,

One can only go insane
So many times until...
It takes them in completely,
Refusing to ever let go.

Love so InnocentLove so innocent,
Warms up the cold winter days.

Walking the same path,
Knowing you'll stay by my side...

Makes me love you even more.

All the wrong choicesStaring up at the bleak night sky
Needles of rain like ice hit my skin
Run down my face, merge with my tears
My arms outstretched, palms facing the sky
Pools collect in my hands

My heart is numb from years of hiding
I just want to feel, I just want to feel
Find myself here every rainy night
Welcoming the icy pain that proves I'm still alive
As I think of him

Him and him, the two of them together
Smiling, laughing, embracing, kissing
And I can't help but torture myself with watching
From the place where I've been hiding for so long
I forged it myself

Brick after brick of heavy lies
Cemented together with all the wrong choices

Fragile liesLoner in a crowded place
No one notices him there
Stranded inside the figure he invented
All they see is his creation
A beautiful enigma
Never think to notice a lonely boy
Curled up in another world
Deafened by the sound of silence
Unwavering in the face of violence

Not broken yet, but getting there slowly
Drowning tears and dreaming himself away
Futile dreams he longs for and loses
Like so many others before it
What can he do but fix himself?
Put on his mask and smile in the mirror
And wonder, who is the stranger smiling back at him?
Remembers him vaguely from long ago
A lie to hide the truth he didn't want to show

Maybe,

BooksBooks.

A thousand lands can rest within the pages of a book,
A thousand tales of many lands.
They are there if you know where to look,
Worlds that can be held in your two hands.
The pages hold many secrets within,
There are a great many tales to be told.
There are adventures waiting to begin,
Many dire beasts to be slain by the bold.
Magic has its place between the pages,
Power is shaped within the word.
Books can contain the knowledge of the ages,
There are tales within to be heard.
There is knowledge in books to be learned,
Stories that can be used to teach.
Knowledge for those for which they have always yearned,
Knowledge t

Beautiful AgainBeautiful Again
By: SilentMelancholy27 (Olivia H. Chan)
I used to be pretty when I was a little girl.
I smiled while I watched the world
go by.
Everything was straight and true
And games were played and songs were sung

GreedTired of letting all the demons
Drag me down along with them,
I am done with that part
It's over and I'm safe now...

Not going to relive the memories,
That's all they are;
Evaporating like a deliciate mist...

That lifting feeling of elation;
Of joy and of the light,
Can be just as beautiful
Even as it pales by any comparison.

Never letting go,
Yet moving forward
All the same...
Decadent lilting shadows,
These weren't made from silver, nor of gold.

The girl who walks aloneLet them think they know me
Me, the girl who walks alone
In black like every misunderstood
Self-pitying loner. Let them think so.
Let them hear me laugh
And talk all on my own
Like a crazy person, and let them
Run away when the barbed
Words they fling miss their mark
Or fall short or I catch them
And throw them back.
Let them think they know
All about me, and to fear me.
Because what they think
Is nothing – they don't know me.
Not at all and I stand
At a distance, and I laugh
And I laugh
And nobody can touch me.

Misplaced TrustAs each day we all go falling;
Tumbling down the empty space
That hangs between the chambers
Which separate our hearts...

A bleak and long lost innocence
Scraping at the insides of my mind,
They try to tell me that it's all in my head
When none of them have any idea...

Loving one so pure and sweet,
Yet being tainted by the bitterness...
Each time they betray once again,
It's everyone; it's every time...

A single instance frozen forever.

I am no longer cognitive or coherent...
Letting my mind carry me away
To that sorrowful sweet decadent bliss,
Where all of my worries bury me...

Thick like damp sand sinking into my lungs,
We

Dark SideMy eyes turn
from his, torn.
I had shown
him the worst.
I had showed
him my Dark Side.

Thoughts tumbled
around in my head.
Would he still
care even knowing?
Would he stay?
Or walk away?

A hand touches
me, bringing such
thoughts to an
abrupt halt.
My eyes turned,
and met his - searching.

His words assure
me and shore
up the walls within.
I have my answers.
He still cares.
We will stay.

AileronEthereal beauty that stares into your soul...
A dark and fluid grace,
Entwined with a soul torn to shreds;
I will pull away and rip apart
Everything that ever mattered to anyone.

If I could freeze frame in time,
Capture you and hold you mine,
My little frozen butterfly
Captured in between your feathered pinion,
I try so hard to move on, not to cry,
But the pain always stings...

Graceful death it follows me,
Silent swift on shadowed wings, darkness,
Shaded in bitter magic night,
Suspended glitter shimmers with every breath.

One look from you,
And my whole world came tumbling down,
So peel away my skin
Melt away the molten fl

Black Hearts and Bloody TearsWatching my blood pour from my writs into the rainy night, I wondered what I did wrong to deserve this..
I'm blanking out now and the world is spinning round blood just covers my darken world and I try to cry.. Trying to reach out to someone.. Anyone?
My head hits the ground and I groan turing over and looking up at the street lights, my blood pools around me and I can feel myself sliping under now..
My name is Max Shadow..
This is my broken tail..

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Wakeing up never seamed so painfull by yourself when you know that everyone in the household your wakeing up to hates your guts for just being you.

The FallFalling down
Into the dark abyss
Blood spattered blade
Dark crimson
Dripping on the ground
Pooling around
A still heated corpse
Never to smile
Never to dance
Never to play
Never to draw
Never to see again

OneA smoky red sky
Dwindles into pitch black over the rooftops
Sprinkled with stardust and the icy puff of my breath
Sirens blare in the distance
Where I see the scarlet sky kiss the mountain peaks
And colored lights sparkle for my eyes only

I wonder if you see the same sky
The same pale, pure moon
That dangles on an invisible red thread from the heavens
Like God's bright silver fingernail
On a finger pointing the way
To where you stand.

Is your world desolate
A land empty and devoid of light?
Or is it teeming with life slithering amongst the dense, moist foliage?
Damp tawny-colored clay crumbling beneath your bare feet
Clinging

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IndescribableI just want to run away,
Completely alone
Twisting through the trees
Sprinting away from you
And all of this…

All words are lost
When it comes to even
A single thought of you…

Even if it were just for one night,
A single time when we are together
As long as I am with you;
For even a moment is all it takes
To steal everything from me.

I am becoming addicted
To the most exquisite feeling in the world;
Your arms around me…

How can something so simple
Be like nothing else I've ever felt…?
Your touch is electric
And chilling at the same time,
This feeling is indescribable.

Heart Full of GravesWe are buried in the sands of time, eternal,
With blissful malice so false and so frail
I am alone and you are so cold
Wishing and wanting for a place to call my own
But all I've found is barren and empty,
Skulls raking across the sands of time…

My heart is full of graves,
Of all the deceased, lonely, failed attempts
Those who cannot rest are made undead
There is nothing deader than wasted words…

Vampires drinking from my heart
My soul is shriveled and it's dead inside,
Nothing left for you to eat away at,
Stronger than what lies inside
I can feel you close by…

Dreaming is all that I have left now
Fearing what I

FinallyThe darkness becomes you…
Like the distance
Between us.

Hole in my heart
Comes crashing like a wave,
Just like a wave.

I just want so badly
To wash away the pain,
Be done with you
And all that you have done.

But I can't do it,
Cannot get past your stare
How it chases me…

Or the way you taste to me…

A deep,
Burning hunger for you;
All-consuming
And penetrating…

I am alight
In flame
Centered around the darkness.

So when are you going
To finally tell me
Who's soul you had to sell
To gain a face like that?

Such beauty,
No one deserves the pleasure
Of ever looking upon it,
Let alone touching it.

One by OneThe human soul…
Is a thing so hollow
Not even time can fathom
The end to it's fathomless depths
Just like the hole in your heart.

No one wants a broken toy,
That is all that I can ever be…
To anyone.

Shameful to burden society
With my petty useless nonsense.

Your eyes betray
So much more than you allow them,
And you are so much more
Than you give yourself credit for.

Haunting melody that calls to me in silence,
As we're gazing at the stars together
Everything goes by,
And we're counting all the scars
One by one…

And the hidden meaning behind
The look in your eyes
Says it all.

PrisonerLiving in such a world
Where every day is the same,
Everyone looks at you
With those accusing eyes
Saying you're ugly and filled with hatred.

I look at you
With eyes made only
For the one they see…

In a dead, cold, blind world…
Where claws sink into light,
Waves consume the drowning itself,
Love doesn't know it's own name,
And dreams are impossible.

The soul sings it's own dream;
Something most of us could never do…

I am in a better place now,
One without cold steel bars…
I am not meant to be caged.

A prisoner;
That is what I am.
Imprisoned by the very thought
Of being free.

SpiderWish you didn't have to feel
My pain…
So many threads
Attached to so many people.
My sweet little spider,
You are so evil.

Serpentine eyes…
For me to lose myself in.
You are more like me
Than you know;
Possessing a multi-faceted heart
With which to wound…

I don't think I can live
In a cold dark world,
Cut off from everything.

Sorry, but I am away…

Feeling the pain
That I never wished
Would always happen.
Loving you distantly
Because I'm no longer here…

My entire world is being torn apart.

Wanting the very thing
I was meant to have,
But cannot.
Or maybe I was meant to
Always want it.

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by =KalineReine, Aug 7, 2012, 12:56:37 AM
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A screaming fetus
Locked inside this filthy cage,
I am dying and...
Longing for someone
To take me away.

No more pain,
None of this chivalrous nonsense.
The world is not beautiful;
Nor is it poetic.

But the universe is a poet,
Singing calmy to the stars...

For what is a night with no stars?
If there is no moon
The sun cannot rise;
Disgusting tides will never change.

With bitter agony
And wicked scorn,
I rise...

Only to be torn apart
Like you do to my heart
Every day;
Soon it will be too late.

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~Lightfeathy555 Sep 15, 2012 Hobbyist General Artist

Oh my lord, This is so mystique and serene, yet so full of disgust(in your thoughts of the world), but also with pure words of passion. Please never stop your poetic vent.

=KalineReine Sep 15, 2012 Professional Writer

I'm so glad you like it.

Thank you. I really appreciate it. <3

~Lightfeathy555 Sep 16, 2012 Hobbyist General Artist

Sorry I said vent, forgot my original word when checking over my spelling. XD

And of course I like it! X3

=KalineReine Sep 16, 2012 Professional Writer

Actually I find the word vent to be more inspiring than anything. I actually use my poetry as a way to vent my emotions. I think it really helps.

Hehe... Thanks.

~Lightfeathy555 Sep 21, 2012 Hobbyist General Artist

Cool!!

No problem...

~daddyslittlejanegirl Aug 7, 2012

And yet, there is a beauty and love that still pursues you and will never stop pursuing you until it holds you in its arms.

=KalineReine Aug 9, 2012 Professional Writer

Thank you...

I hope someday it succeeds...

~daddyslittlejanegirl Aug 9, 2012

me too.

~Dawnfad Aug 7, 2012 Hobbyist Writer

one word stunning

=KalineReine Aug 7, 2012 Professional Writer

Thank you so much!

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