KalineReine

I am currently [CLOSED] for writing commissions. [Might re-open some time in January?]

I have over 15 years of experience doing this. I absolutely love to write and would be very happy to write some paid requests for you. I specialize in fantasy, adventure, sci-fi, horror, and especially romance (yes I will do NSFW) genre but I am fine with writing in other genres as well. I'm very flexible and I can do almost any kind of content and any POV that you wish.

NOTICE: My Paypal has changed recently, you can send me a private message about it when and if you need it for payment. Please send the payment for goods and services, as you are buying a service from me and will receive files in exchange. I am registered as an official business, K.R. Inc.

Pricing Information:

☆☆ My current rate is $15 USD (or $20 CAD) per every 1,000 words. ☆☆

☆Please read ALL of this before commissioning me.

☆If you can't afford my rate, please do not commission me. There is no backing out once I've started writing it, so please make sure you are certain of what you want. I also reserve the right to decline a commission request for any reason whatsoever.

☆I also charge a planning fee if I have to make your story outline for you, since that takes up a lot of my time to do. The fee is $20 per short story (10,000 words or less) and $10 per chapter for longer stories. ** This fee will be waived if you already have a story outline detailing exactly what you want, laid out in a clear, concise way that is easy for me to understand, in chronological order. If I have to plan and organize the story for you I can do that, but I still need to be compensated for the time that I spend on it.

☆You are allowed to ask for updates at any time. Please be polite and considerate, however, and do not harass me, as it stresses me out and the story won't be as good if I have to write while stressed. You can also request small changes in the story if you aren't happy with some things, and I will gladly fix it for you. I want you to be happy with the final outcome.

☆Please choose an appropriate estimated length for the story. I can't fit an outline with 20 different characters, several subplots, and 60 different scenes into a 5,000 word short story. It just does not work. Try to make sure that what you're asking for can reasonably fit.

☆Completion time will vary depending upon the length of the story. If you have a specific deadline that you need the work to be completed by, please tell me before I start. Otherwise they will be completed as soon as I can. I will write as fast as I am able to, but please do not rush me. I write everything by hand, I put a lot of time and care into this, and I do not use AI software at all, so this is why it takes a bit longer than some writers.

☆For new customers, I require you to pay for your first commission request up front. This is to prevent me from wasting my time and getting ripped off. If you don't trust me, you can pay half up front and half upon completion, but I'm going to need something to prove that you will pay.

☆For returning customers, I will trust you to pay me after the story is completed.

☆I will write almost any kind of content. That includes original characters, fanfiction, NSFW, kink, etc. I do not charge extra according to the content. If it's fanfiction for a fandom I am not familiar with, I can still try, but the outcome will always be better if it is something I know. If you aren't sure whether I'm familiar with a certain fandom, just ask me because I know way too many to list here. xD

☆You are allowed to post the finished story anywhere you want, as long as you credit me and you are not making a profit off of it. I probably won't post it on my account, but I reserve the right to if I choose to. You can request to remain anonymous as the commissioner if you like, all you have to do is simply let me know.

☆If you have any specific questions, feel free to ask. Thanks for reading! ♥

Recently, my husband was on the local news (CTV and Chek News) a few times talking about the wildfires in our area and the impact that it's had on our small town. One of the reporters overheard him talking about me and they remembered him from when he was on a TV show called Still Standing, several years back. They kept trying to contact him for a few weeks. He thought they just wanted another interview about that, but they were curious about our unusual story, so Adam Sawatsky from CTV asked to interview both of us. We said yes.

So last week we met them and filmed for almost 3 hours. The reporter was so genuinely nice, it was great to work with him. I am so happy! ;w; I didn't go into all of my past trauma-related stuff, because we were focusing on the good things, so the video was very positive and upbeat. They even included some of our wedding photos. If we can give people hope in this sad world, then it was worth it.

Our story aired on local news a few days ago, and then on the national news this week, which is so insanely cool. It is such an honor to be allowed to tell our story to the world. Here is the link if anyone wants to watch it:

https://vancouverisland.ctvnews.ca/video?clipId=2721739

(Don't worry, it's only about two and a half minutes long.)

We never think of ourselves as that special, to us all of this was just what anyone in our shoes would have done. I've talked about this a bit in previous journals. My whole life has been turned upside down in the best ways lately, and I'm very grateful for it. I meant what I said on here though- If you really want something in life, you just have to go after it. Do what makes you happy. Not everyone else.

Thanks for always supporting me. ♥

Just wanted to give a little update since it's been a while. I've had a lot going on lately. There have been so many changes in my life in the past year. I am still getting used to life in Canada after the move. It's honestly been the happiest year of my life. At least I am finally safe now and I have good people around me. (See my last journal if you're out of the loop and confused about what's going on.)

My husband and I just celebrated our 1 year anniversary last week! I can't believe it's been a year already. To celebrate, we went to a city about an hour away where there is a pizza place that I absolutely love, then he took me shopping afterward. They have a lot of cute little shops there and I found some awesome stuff. I also got a few things for him, he deserves to be spoiled too. His family threw us a dinner party a few days before that and it was so nice. He really is wonderful and I can't believe how quickly my life has changed for the better. I'm no longer being abused, used, belittled, lied to, gaslit, and yelled at every day. It's been incredibly healing for me. He does so much more than just the bare minimum, but actively goes out of his way to treat me with kindness. I love him so much and I always will.

My cats are doing great here, they both seem so happy. Serena chases her tail whenever she is in a good mood and she's been doing that a lot. Neo is super attached to my husband and constantly clings to him, it's so cute! ;w; He even waits by the door when he knows it's time for him to come home.

Recently, there have been some wildfires in our area and my husband works at a local business that's been effected by them quite a bit, so he was on the news a few times. They've interviewed him like 5 or 6 times now, it's crazy. But in case some of you might be worried, we are okay. The fires are on the far side of the island, and not in danger of spreading to where we are. Last I heard, they have them mostly contained now anyway. Traffic is still bad since it's tourist season though.

I don't want to give a lot of personal details, but I also got the final paperwork from the ongoing legal battle for custody of my son. Although it was a courthouse back where I used to live, they did the hearing over Zoom so everyone involved could attend. We proved that she was abusive. The judge ruled in our favor since everyone except my (and his) abuser were on board with the new plan and agreed with me. Our lawyer even reached out to his father, who agreed and signed his consent to everything. The abusive person, who is no longer considered a family member to us, was officially removed as his guardian and she no longer has any sway over our lives anymore. Her reign of terror is finally over for good. They also found her in contempt of court, as well as so many code violations and other illegal things on her property, so she might have some penalties and/or be facing some serious jail time. That is not my case, nor my problem, so I won't be attending that hearing. I'm sick of her.

The point is, everyone is safe and she cannot hurt us anymore. She finally has to face the fact that she is truly evil and there is no redemption. I've completely cut off that side of my family. I will never again allow them into my life, since all they bring is pain. They don't even know my name anymore and they don't get to be a part of my life going forward. If you're ever in a situation where you are being abused, I hope you stand up to them. No one should be allowed to do what they have done and tried to do to me. They failed and they always will.

As for my creative work, I have lots of fun things planned for the future. Still trying to get that poetry book done and I'm posting them here as I get them edited. I will drop a link to my book once it's finished. I'm also working on a novel series but that will most likely take some time for me to finish. Slow progress is better than no progress though. I've decided to re-write Shivered Timbers completely. The new version is being posted on FFnet and Ao3 once the edit is done. I'm currently on chapter 6 out of 50, so I have a long way to go. Also, I'll be doing a Pokemon fanfic at some point, so if you like my stories, keep an eye out for that. I can't draw at the moment because something happened to my art tablet and I have to save up for a new one before I'll be able to do anything like that again, sadly.

I'm also wondering if anyone might be up to join a D&D game? It's really fun. Some of our regular players had some events come up so they can't play anymore and we're down to just a DM and 2 players at the moment, so we're looking for more players to join. We play online, on a site called Roll20 and our RP is text-based, meaning you won't have to voice chat or anything. We also have a small Discord group to keep up to date on when games are and such. You don't even have to know how to play, we are a patient group and would be happy to teach you if you aren't familiar with the game. We usually play once a week.

Keep in mind it is 18+ just to be safe, but we don't do overly sexual roleplays, so it won't be anything too raunchy, although players might occasionally make jokes and etc. It is homebrew, but we can adapt it to suit almost any type of character you want to make. We have lots of humanoid and non-human species, so you can play whatever you like. We do all sorts of campaigns and we're always open to new ideas too. If this interests you, leave a comment or send me a note on here and I will be happy to add you to the group. Feel free to ask questions, I don't mind.

First of all, hello everyone. I hope this finds you well.

I've gotten a lot of notes since I was gone wondering if I'm alright, still alive, still here, etc... Well, I am. I'm so sorry if I worried anyone, it was never my intention. Please know that I am getting through them as quickly as I can, so if you sent me a note in the last year or two, I will get back to you soon. Just going through them in the order they were sent.

I also want to thank everyone for your continued support. This community has made it clear that you believe in me, even when for a long time I myself did not. I appreciate every single DD that I've gotten, as well as every comment, every favorite, and every watcher. I really enjoy writing poetry and have lots more to post in the future. I'm almost ready to start writing and drawing again.

I have quite a story to tell... The reason for my continued absence is a long one, but it's worth telling. It's probably not a surprise to most of you but I endured horrific abuse for most of my life. I wanted so badly to get away, but I was stuck with no options. It was impossible to get out of that situation for a long time. Sometimes I never thought I would be able to. Maybe one day I will be able to tell my story in more detail but I have to be careful for now. I will say that I was almost driven to commit a certain irreversible act many times due to what I was made to go through. And no one cared. I have suffered unimaginably. Let's leave it at that.

Quite a few years ago I got a message from a very shy but sweet person who needed a friend. He sent me a note here on DA actually, so this is the site that we originally met on. He isn't super active here anymore but we talked a lot and as time went on we became the best of friends. We were there for each other through a lot of life's ups and downs, even helping each other through some seriously awful things that we endured. He's a writer, like me. We collaborated on some work and eventually he hired me to edit the second and third books in his published novel series. We also started playing D&D online together, which has been so much fun. Needless to say, we really bonded over all of that through the years.

For a long time, we were both with other people who treated us like absolute garbage. (And no, I really don't care if anyone feels called out by that or not, haha... Not my problem.) Eventually things fell apart with them and we naturally drifted closer. We had thousands of things in common, but I was so afraid to actually pursue anything serious with him for a ton of reasons- he was pretty much my best friend, we'd both been badly abused and hurt by people, he'd never been in a physical relationship with anyone before, and we lived about 4,000 miles apart in different countries. In spite of this, we decided to try out dating, even though we both knew a long-distance relationship would be difficult. But we had fallen in love too deeply to ignore it... We had to try.

So we dated online for almost a year. I kept it a secret from my abusive family members and only told one person. Our original plan was for him to move to my country, but that didn't work out, so I chose to leave everything behind and moved to Canada to be with him. I can't give exact locations for safety reasons, as I'm sure you understand. He even let me bring my kitties with me. Actually he insisted that I bring them because he loves cats too. ♥

It was so hard to keep our plans a secret but we looked into how to do everything legally, then I got my passport renewed, found an airline that would let me fly with my pets, got all of our required health screenings done, mailed most of my important belongings here in secret, bought a plane ticket, and off I went. It was my first time ever flying and I had to take 3 or 4 flights to get here and it took like 3 days, but I made it! He was waiting for me to get off the plane and we were both so nervous and scared, but things ended up going really well. (And neither of us turned out to be an axe murderer or anything, so that's good! Lol) xD

We've had so many happy moments since then. And... As of a few months ago, we are now legally married. I had pretty much my dream wedding; it was everything I could have ever wanted. We have a lakefront house in the mountains on a beautiful island. It's like a whole other world here. And I am so incredibly happy! ;w;

Basically, even after finally getting out of there, I had to take some time away from most online activities for a bit so I could move and get settled in and adjust to my new life and all, so everything was unofficially put on hold while I got things organized. I didn't say much about it before because I did not want to compromise things or put out information that my abusers could use to stop me. I am so relieved now that things are going better. When people actually treat you right, it can really help you see how awful you were always treated before. Now I'm in a place where they cannot hurt me anymore and it feels awesome. I am still processing everything and trying to heal from all of the things people have done to me. I might have some vent journals coming up later on...

Moving to another country is a very long and tedious process. It was so worth it though. Everyone on the island has been very warm and welcoming. My in-laws have been so kind to me too; they really treat me like a daughter. There are a lot of things that I'm still getting used to, but so far I love it. My cats love it here too. They're so much happier and more playful after the move, and they even handled the flight surprisingly well. They're being spoiled by their new cat dad too. I think everyone is a lot less stressed now that we're here. :3

Slowly, bit by bit, I can feel myself healing from all of the trauma that I've endured. I felt like a prisoner for so long. I had given up and was unable to believe there could be anything better for me out there. Yet, even from so far away, he reached out his hand to me when I was stuck in the darkness... And he pulled me out.

Finally... I am free. ♥