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Heart Like A Spade

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Where do I run away to,
When every place is dead to me now?
Where will I go
Once there's nowhere left to be?
How can I go on when my dreams lie scattered,
All over the place?
What meaning is there...
Left within this dismal space?

Social oceans weave their scaly webs...
It means always having someone there
To hold my hand,
To chase all of the bitter pain away;
To keep me forever safe during storms...

I find comfort in these fleeting moments,
Even as they are ripped away from me,
Torn without warning...
When the only thing I desire
Is to escape;
Into our blissful reverie...

You aren't like them,
You don't judge me
On such basal things as appearance;
You judge me by
What my soul looks like,
And it looks... like this...

My heart is an empty sea,
I am forbidden from ever being okay,
No one understands me at all,
They just aren't capable;
But they don't realize...
I've got an ace up my sleeve...

My precious little secret,
I'll hold you close to my heart...
For you were there for me
Every time I was lost and alone,
Beaten down by ravenous monsters,
Cruelly dragged through the mud...

And then my savior walked into my sight,
You chased all the nightmares away,
Lifted me up every time I fell;
When I stumbled,
Every time someone else knocked me down...

I can finally hold my head high,
And I can laugh...
Knowing that I am truly free.
...Ever notice how much spades resemble hearts? 

Probably one of the weirdest things I've ever written... Accompanying song: www.youtube.com/watch?v=NkLZqU…;

Yes, this was mostly a reference to my fictional crush and how having that kind of relationship has helped me a lot. I wrote it a while back but didn't have the nerve to post it until now. Sometimes it's the only thing that really comforts me. ._.
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I am just searching for random stuff and this comes up and i am like, QwQ