Inadequate

Falling from faceless faith
So easily...
Shooting stars fall from space,
Joining heaven and earth as one...
Separating space and time.

Too afraid to swim,
I will wait here in the shallows;
Hiding my face within darkness
Until I forget what it's like,
Can't see myself anymore...

I've faded too far...

Nothing is ever good enough,
No matter how hard I try.
It is all disgusting
And ugly...

Full of hatred and putrid violence,
The demon has arisen,
And she is angry...
Nothing but wrath and fear.

Incapable of understanding
What it means to be alive,
Or human.

It's not enough to even say
That I want to be free...
Trapped forever
Beneath this gloomy sky...

Drowning in the liquid haze,
I will never falter;
Even in spite of
The pitch black shadows
That eat away at my soul...

And it hurts...
So badly...
Perhaps...

I have fallen too far...
There is no hope.