From within graves that have been dug so far down,
They will never surface from deep within the gloom
Rainbows bleed into my heart.
And all the bitter hearts
Went waltzing around the moon,
All alone inside their hollow shells;
We have all died
And are now left here to decay.
I can see the hidden truth within your eyes,
When all of this ends,
You will be my demise.
Sacred bloody omen that I despise
How many times must you kill me
Just to prove your own worth?
We do not belong in this fathomless world, so cruel.
How can you stand to be so cold?
You've made me feel so alive
And it's against my will
I wish that I were covered in scars
At least that way,
The outside would match the inside.
Finally and forever
That is what I see when I look into your eyes.
I cannot see your soul,
It's been sealed away.
There is no longer any way
To save the you that I once knew,
You are lost.
There you are again
Like a great deluge in my heart,
The blood drenched waters
Are far too deep for me to ever escape.
And I cannot see
And I cannot feel
With a flutter of wings like paper,
You've set my soul on fire
Killing me slowly
I am your prey.
Feeling through your eyes
Beneath an artificial moon
In an i
In this hallowed place
Where dreams turn to dust
My heart, it spreads
Festers
Like a disease
That is what I am,
A sickness
Without a name
That will consume you
From the inside out.
Keep watching
With your liquid tempest eyes
Seeing into the very core
Of who I am.
I know you
And exactly why you watch me,
My dark angel
Sent here to guide me
But you only take me
Further into the darkness.
Love is an imperfect thing
I love you
For all of your flaws,
As well as you're beauty.
Tragically
I am incapable of any kind of love
Or feeling at all
Hidden
Every time I see your face
It fills my heart with stars
And slowly,
One by one
The stars are fading.
Every passing moment
it gets darker and darker,
Until I don't remember
Anything at all.
You're hanging on the edge
Of the deepest cliff,
Outstretched hands
Try so hard to reach me
But I will let you fall
No other choice,
No memories,
And no more tears
Left inside to cry.
Taking misery in existence,
The shadows keep falling
All around my eyes,
And I cannot see yours
Anymore
Falling, so fast and so far
I cannot hold on anymore.
We are meant to be together
Of this I am sure.
Your love is powerful,
Like venom through my veins
Every day is a new struggle
Filled with new kinds of pain.
I feel so weak without you here
I need you to be with me,
If there only was a way
I'd die for you to see
Our love is so unreal
Together over so many lives,
A tragic fate
Like dancing on knives.
I will never be free
So long as love is my master,
Every second we spend apart
I can feel it fading faster
Triple-fold guilt,
Closing in all around me,
It is clinging
To something;
Someone else.
Midnight colored drones,
They haunt me;
They stare
In this place
Where fallen dreams decay,
And stars have no place
In the night sky
The moon follows us
Through the trees,
Singing softly
Into your soul
Beneath all of the chains.
Coffin nails
Dig into my feet,
Baring my soul
To your cannibal gaze.
This Thing Called Happy by KalineReine, literature
Literature
This Thing Called Happy
Hearing, seeing, tasting, touching,
So different from
Believing, knowing, feeling
Happiness?
Such an alien feeling
Not sure what it is.
I've never felt what it's like
To be this thing called happy.
Every time there is something
Positive?
There must be something
More, something else
To counteract
To take away
To detract from it.
I must always take
The poison with the sugar,
So vigorous and sweet
A certain bittersweetness
Which brews inside my head.
It's everywhere
And it lies in everything
Within your touch,
Behind your eyes
And inside your soul.
I'm not in your heart,
You an
The bitterfly
Always comes back,
With it's wings
Of midnight black
The way you do everything
It's perfect; just right,
But I know to be careful
Of this butterfly's bite.
Pumping venom
Straight into my veins,
Red liquid deep inside
My heart, it stains.
So come to me,
Flying so free,
My little black butterfly,
Across a darkened sky
A butterfly's wings
Cannot be torn,
They're in my side
A constant thorn.
In the screaming ocean
Burning embers of my rage,
You will never release me
From inside this cage
It's right there
Painted on my face,
But you are cold-blooded
Fly away without a trace.
It's like sending
An invisible heart,
Poison arrow
Straight to you,
My dear one
We are indivisible,
Inseparable;
Continuously moving
Alongside one another,
And ever since that night
Graveyard where you
Buried my heart
In it's final resting place,
Right beside yours
Where it shall stay.
For the first time
In my entire life,
I am alive.
Though this world
Is dead
A land of death
And sweet mercy
Calls to me
From beyond a dream,
And you're no longer there.
So many glasses on the shelf,
Sitting there, pristine and perfect;
Just the way you've positioned them.
They are poison
I cannot touch them.
You've trapped me like a butterfly
Beneath your cold glass shield.
And I waltzed right into it,
Like a moth to a flame.
Nothing in this world is truly perfect.
Nothing
Just as what I am to you,
I will destroy all of it
As you've often wished to do.
As the lights die all around us,
We slowly come to life
And I know I want only one thing;
I want to dance with you.
Beneath this cloak
Of midnight darkness
So easy to get lost
In the light in your eyes,
It's the only li